So tired

Father Lorenzo
I am tired so tired
I loose faith in what I do
Now is God deaf his hart of stone
I am tired and so alone

I leaved off everything for you; I even gave you my soul
I neglected the women and what the body wants
Your goodness I do know, mine I have lost
Love appeared to be hell
All those people full of envy; no
I am not a chorister
But no hypocrite either
I am like the others; my faith is almost dead,
I’m in distress

I am tired, so tired
What do you want me to do now?
A world cold, and so mean
I am tired and so alone

I forgave them in your name, gave them new courage
I have done much good; I have paid for their mistakes
But every day of the year
Live weighs so heavy on me
The life next to each other, they life in danger
Now listen to my prayer, I hope you will save me
I am someone like them
And my God’s whom you are, so listen to me now

Nevertheless I remember well, how it all started
He who does well will meet; the bible was the source
Live was so simple I loved every human being
But everything is different now
And everything is for sale
My world has changed
My soul is upside down, there is no hope

I am tired, so tired